So i am again- the time is now 2:34 at night, or is it actually morning🙈 I've gotten into strange routine, but it works for me- at least for now:)
I fall asleep in my bed with my boys when I put them to sleep, and I will sleep 1-2 hours, then wake up again, go into the living room, and stay up again for a few hours - feels so good when the city is sleeping and I get to have just me, myself, and I... and I get to write, work and focus on some of the things that I've been wanting to do something about for a while. Now I finally have the time to do them.. I have dreams and I will manifest my dreams some day. I have a drive inside of me, and I need to use them on something more than my blog life - even though I also love it as well. Luckily being independent, and working on own projects, I can do a bit of everything:)
Maybe it's the sunlight that produces more endorphins in my body than I'm used to, maybe I'm just getting 'older', so I need less sleep, but normally 3-4 hours a night would have killed me!! And naturally I'm tired in the morning, and some mornings I wish my babydaddy was right here under the same roof so he could take over with the kids and drive them to nursery and school, but exhaustion only weighs more in the early morning, And i am fine as soon as I had my first cup of coffee..
My 'new life' here in Barcelona is amazing. We got a new daily life, now turning into routines, even though it's all still very new, and we're constantly adjusting into to what suits us all all the way around, cause it should not only work for one of us but for everyone, including the fathers. And it may well be a bit of a puzzle sometimes, on top of that we have had a lot of friends and family visiting already, which has been amazing, but in the same time so many things happening constantly... and it doesn't get boring, we get experience, learn a whole lot, and in the same time we enjoy every new moments in a new country, where the sun shines all the time.
As we speak, my hand luggage is packed and I will be flying home together with my youngest Dexter. Tomorrow Sean will fly home with our aupair. The plan was actually that he wanted to stay, because he wants to be at every training and every match. And I know he LOVES his football, and I had to make him understand that it's okay to take a small break and travel home to see old friends, cause I know he misses them:) He takes it very seriously with his football, that I'll have to remind him that it is not on a professional level - yet - and that he is only almost 10 years, and should remember to be a kid and be 'careless' sometimes. I feel sometimes he's tooo serious already!!
The main reason I'm flying home is to work. I have some exciting meetings the next few day, and I've put a lot of work into it, so I'm ready and well prepared. I have some good ideas which I am about to develop, and again, I cant say too much about what it is about, before everything is down on paper, signatures are written under.. I'm super excited... and then there's all the fun, I'm going to the hairdresser, and passing by eys.dk so I can get my long lashes again - I look so tired all the time ( I'm addicted to long lashes😂😂)
Tomorrow I will attend 'Go aften Denmark' on TV2. And most importantly I must see my family and girlfriends - and to top up the weekend of fun, my d friend Remee is having a big Bday celebration weekend - and his parties are never boring!!!!
Already can't wait for all the fun